Just a No One...

She loves me... or, at least, she said she did... I'm not sure anymore...


I tread lightly around my room, hoping not to perturb the minds of the sleeping ones. No one likes being awakened from the comfort of sleep, and the confined space of their mind.

No One.

My journal lies open on page eighty-six. Why? I do not know. Maybe I was skimming to look up things from the past. Yes, I believe that was it.

But, none of that matters now... I've lost it. Lost you. Lost god-damned near everything. Hell, maybe I'm even losing my mind. That, or it's already gone.

Without you, I'm nothing. Naught but some lifeless shell. I need you to fill me up again. Like... like we used to. You remember? I think back on those times alot. More than I should, probably.

That kiss we shared? Yeah, I don't know what to say about that. You've always known that it would end up this way, so why are we scared? Wait, why are you scared? Don't misunderstand me. I've never been afraid of my feelings. Yet, when we get close, I become so tangible and makeshift. Even I forget who I am.

I look back on our time together now, and I see that maybe this is all for the better.

But then again, what do I know?


I'm just a No One.